I let the swedish time stay because I feel like it is 3 am.. and I havent slept yet… like .. I usually dont… but here in bangkok/thailand the time is like 9 and its morning…. 20 minutes of internet here costs 100 baht….which is a little less than 1 swedish krona per minute…. 20,40,60,80,100 … ~1,5 hrs would equal 500 baht… (same as the massage I got..) and 80 swedish crowners…. *wonders if it’d be worth it later on when all the kiwis are awake… Am eating pinapple but its hurting my mouth.. too bad… uhoh… FUCK.. I forgot my drawings somewhere
on the plane probably…. 

05:35 (11:35 am local time)
and a whole entry got erased. Evil Evil Evil. Today is NOT my day…. AT ALL… I dont think I will miss the flight .,.. only because I really want to do so now… I guess its mainly nervosity… I think I will spend an hour letting lustforlike talk me out of it….thats necessary… I’ll have him tell me good stuff to wy I shall come at all… yeah… why I cant just stay here… I dont want to hear because of the money spent…. cause thats already forgotten…

I called my hostfamilyperson… she said they expected me 3 days ago …  that made me a bit thoughtful.. like.. 3 days ago was the 3rd,… never said anything about the 3rd…. strange.. perhaps they have me confused with someone else? or the information wasnt getting trough correctly. they could have e-mailed and asked or called if they were unsure…. perhaps I should have told them… earlier… but I totally blame the swedish EF.. I didnt get the name of my hostfamily from them until 2 days before I left… the 3rd!

Sheeesh… Att plugga in laptopen i väggen en timme kostar ‘100 baht… bra o veta.. .. det är hutlösa priser här… de har spelmaskiner som för oljud o blinkar som ingen jäkel sitter på…. som drar ström… de skulle inte kunna dra ut dem för o sätta in laptopar som drar desto mindre ström….det skulle vara smart tycker jag…

Excuse my swedish but … I wanted to type my thoughts and they happened to be in swedish just then… like… the prices here are like… 3-5 times as high as outside the airport… and here are more cockroaches and moskitoes… I think they’ve stung me like 7 times by now…

*sad*
well… mainly sad because maria doesnt seem to come… Maybe she’s here and her mobile is somewhere else… but I cant take a chance like that… really cant.. I told her to sms or call when she was here… and she hasnt… so I guess she wont come… it would have been much more bareable with her around….

I will watch a movie now when I have electricity….. one I havent seen  in ages… but read recently….
Dunno the english name… disneymovie.. “oliver and the gang” maybe…