År: 2004

My hair did not become purple as I wanted it to. It became darkreddish for some reason. I am soo hungry right now. I am trying to eat somewhat less and to move somewhat more, because if I do that I might keep the shape I am in at the moment, and be able to…

I Am Suspended decision. Initiation, divination, prophecy. Turning point in psychic powers. Trust in inner voice. Suspension, change, reversal, boredom, abandonment, sacrifice, readjustment, improvement, rebirth. He usually represents a time of feeling in limbo, being stuck or being prevented from moving forward. He’s usually depicted hanging upside down with his hands tied – that’s just…

I am waiting for the my hair to become coloured.  Neglecting my horse one more day.  I keep telling myself and my mother that it is because of the wind I don’t want to go to stable, but that isn’t true. I do want to go to stable, no matter how the weather is. Its my mother who…